On the morning of 082414 at 3:20am there was a 6.0 earthquake.
I got up at 9 and went to Java Beach and sent out a flurry of tweets and messages and received a flurry in return. Then I headed to Sunday Streets. I started off at Clooney’s where I met some friends for sandwiches and beers. Then we rode to 19th and 20th looking for the table that the Emperor’s Bridge group had. However, there wasn’t much on 18th so we grabbed our buddy getting off of volunteering and sat down at Cassanova to discuss the finer points of block parties. Later we actually did find the Emperor’s table. We also learned about a swank party happening at Southern Pacific Brewery.
The event was beginning to wind down so we headed over to Dolores Park with some cans and people watched. We saw a couple wrestling in the grass. We saw a lot of dogs. There were a lot of barbecues. There were naked people. It was hot out.
Later we went to Southern Pacific Brewery to celebrate the tenure of the organizer of Sunday Streets and bid her farewell. The director and a number of others were there. One by one they were replaced by others that were just as involved. They passed out cake and I met the new staffers. My friends left. I rode back to the Sunset went. I talked to my mother. She had gone to Sunday Streets and posted photo’s to FB.
This is an occasional series chronicling my life. This Notebook Analysis series is meant to be contemporaneous piece developed as an agglomeration of my notebook pages. In each of these posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
Thursday, September 25, 2014
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
China with Nadja
This post is meant to showcase some of
my recent Memo posts but it also covers one of my other blogs.
I found a great item in the black
note book that I took to China with me. It
is a sad posting about my last day in China with Nadja. The irony is that I spent the next three
years of my life with her but I didn’t know that was in my future. There is prose and poetry in the piece. The element that I enjoyed the most about the
post is the fact that is uses the same idea—science fiction—as the beginning
and ending and focuses not on the ability to see the future but rather the
sadness that comes from it.
I also have run out of notebooks with
dates in them for the Memos so decided to troll my emails for interesting
items. The memo post that I most
recently added was about my experiences as a former campus cycling organizer
providing assistance to the next generation of cyclist organizers on
campus. I believe that while Gerry was a
student his team raced in a multitude of criterion races but I am not certain
how good they were.
Finally, I made a post to my Jobs Page
in reference to my current job search. While
one can use one specific tool or another it is difficult to use all of the
tools at once. This most recent post
tries to address this. It mostly relies
upon the idea of resources. In contrast
to opportunities resources are important because they tend to be where new
opportunities tend to emanate and are much more dynamic.
This is an occasional series chronicling my life.
This Notebook Analysis series is meant
to be contemporaneous piece developed as an agglomeration of my notebook pages.
In each of these posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
A Week in August
I had been spending time looking over my
job search options as July turned to August but my weekend started on the first
I went to the Shamrock. The next evening
after work I went to Bike Party but decided to go home first. While I decided later that this was a bad
idea because of time constraints, I did find five twenties on the street while
ordering pizza on Divisadero. I met a
bunch of people as the ride progressed from visited Jackson Square, through China
Town and much of North Beach. The best
stop was at Telegraph Hill where there were easily 500 smiling and dancing people. I fell into conversation with a lot of new people
while wandering around. For instance, I
met a pianist named Matt Mangles with whom I had a lot in common. The ride made a stellar journey through the Broadway
Tunnel and a stop at Aquatic Park. One
of my newest acquaintances was showing his new e-bikes to a group and nearby I
noted that that a local politico running for state office had appeared for a
photo op. The ride finished at Rincon
Park where we saw a guy with a crazy hat.
The next day I met my friend at café
Muse for on a ride to Marin. We took 15th
Avenue to the top of the Presidio, over the bridge and across the Richardson
Bay. At Blythdale we took Lomita and climbed
the freeway path on our way to Corte Madera.
We took Lakeside into Larkspur and side streets near Sir Francis Drake
through Ross and San Anselmo. We stopped
at a café near Fairfax where we listened to Jazz and had coffee. We passed through the Cal Park Hill Tunnel on
the way back via the ferry terminal.
I also went to the Car Free Happy
Hour. I sat with the some friends from
college who formed a non-profit that travels all over the West Coast. My buddy from Bike Party came by too. He had gone to Mission Bicycle to participate
in their free tour. I saw people from
Public Bikes and Sunday Streets. The
next day I hung out with my friends from Long Beach at Celia’s on Judah. I had a flight of tequila, a Tecate and the
#5. We spent the rest of the night
walking the neighborhood playing catchup.
This is an occasional series chronicling my life.
This Notebook Analysis post, which I started writing on 072814, is part of a contemporaneous series. I developed this piece as an agglomeration of my notebook pages.
In each of these posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
This Memo Wrap Up
For this Memo wrap up I cover eight items. First I have already written three
memo posts that I delayed posting because they had happened too recently. In the first one
I helped Kathryn move. It was a sad and
awkward experience but I know that that wasn’t my fault. Another, older post was
of my birthday.
There are also four emails from the beginning
of 2011. The first
is me emailing my friend noting that I heard she had returned from overseas. After this is her response revolved around her return to Portland and how she was integrating back
in. After this I replied
much later and was bummed because it was an accident. She replied
to this saying her banged up shoulder was healing.
In addition to these I added a bunch of
stuff for the First of the Month. In the
first
I visited a museum in china. Another post
is from an interesting lady from Canada, who I only vaguely remember. She obviously knew my friend Sam so I was
clearly back in the town of Xi’an. I
suppose she was only in China for a few months and stayed at the dorm with us. After this was another email
from my father before my parents left to visit me in China.
This is an occasional series chronicling my life. I
started writing this Notebook Analysis on 071714. This series is meant to be contemporaneous
piece developed as an agglomeration of my notebook pages. In each of these
posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
I Took It Easy
I go on bike rides in Marin a lot
because it has mountains and the bridge makes it easier for me than any other
place. Lately I have taken a special interest
in the hills above Fairfax. I have been
trying to find a way over the Blue Ridge to San Geronimo Valley and was
interested in doing so on a recent Sunday.
However, while I knew I could get there quickly, I also knew that going too
fast would wear me out.
So, I took it easy and, rather than
going all the way, decided to only try getting near the big hill. I settled on a popular mountain biking
location, Tamarancho, and set off around noon from the Sunset. As I rode through the park, I passed the AIDS
Walkathon at the Polo Fields and again near the waterfall. Later I rode past the hospice to Ralston
where I caught my breath from the climb.
Then I went to Bridge and made my way to Sausalito by Sausalito by 130.
While I did I think about staying in
town I chose instead to visit the Kappas Marina. I went first to Mike’s Bikes because my new
seat, which I have really enjoyed, was giving me a lot of trouble. Then I decided to have a bite to eat at the
Bayside café. I thought my garden burder
was good. As I read the paper, I found that
the girl beside me had forgotten her glasses.
I gave them to her at the door.
I rode through Richardson Bay to Lomita
and the freeway path. I remember
thinking as I streamed down the hill that it was a wonder I hadn’t hurt
myself. In Corte Madera I went a new way
because I didn’t like the hill in the town center. I followed Lakeside and then caught my breath
on William. I then rode through
Larkspur, Ross and San Anselmo super-fast.
In Fairfax I picked my way to Rockridge Street and climbed to
Tamarancho. I got to the main trail in
about 15 minutes. I stood there
reviewing the welcome board.
I called it quits then. I could have continued and still made the
boat but decided that it didn’t matter.
I didn’t have a pass anyway. I
made it to the town center fast and bought a water. Then I went to San Anselmo where the main red
light in town refused to change. I
climbed to San Rafael then and went through town on the main street. I then jogged over to the Cal Park path and
rode through the tunnel to the bridge over Sir Francis there at the
Landing. The boat was boarding but I
wasn’t the last one on. I was eating
Chex when we departed.
I dumped the bike at Embarcadero and
caught an N. I got off at 9th
and went to the Shamrock and had a couple of beers. Then I went to Park Chow and had a César
Salad. I caught a 71 home. Mason just sent a text message to say that he
would go to the Dodgers game with me.
This is an occasional series chronicling my life. I
started writing this Notebook Analysis on 071714. This series is meant to be contemporaneous
piece developed as an agglomeration of my notebook pages. In each of these
posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
Wednesday, July 30, 2014
Ai Wei Wei Pins
The week after July 4th was
rather quiet. The express busses were
empty and many people in my life—friends, managers and the like—were out of
town for a few extra days. This and the
fog made my time way out here in the outer Sunset rather drab. I went to Max’s 540 twice this week to see if
Joe the bartender was working. He wasn’t
but I did get to see the A’s play against the Giants. I also went to the art galleries downtown for
a belated First Thursday Art Walk. I
ended up with some Ai Wei Wei pins one of which I bequeathed to a friend who
works at Visuvio.
I also went to East Bay Bike Party. I was careful to send out messages to all of
my cycling friends about the event.
There were these two people I had met at SF Bike Party, a couple of
Twitter friends, a coworker and even a friend that I know via the old fashioned
telephone. Maybe someday I will even use
Face Book. I had intended to attend
Oaklavia on the twelfth but couldn’t get my head together enough for a trip to
Oakland.
On Saturday the parents went away for
two weeks to Canada and gave me a lot of chores to do. I had to water plants and take trash
out. I had to look forward to going to
the DMV of all places. Most of all I
would have space to myself.
While over the last few months on Sunday
had been going to Marin, I had been thinking about going elsewhere. I noted that in time I might be able to visit
to other parts of the Bay Area like Silicon Valley or Alameda. I have been looking over Craigslist for a
cheap foldie to look at and both of these places have come up at least
once. I am partial to Palo Alto because
of its proximity to the 101.
I wanted to go on the 13th of
July but Sunday Streets was in the Richmond.
However, I got a message from a twitter friend that he was on
Arguello. I was at Park Chow reading the
paper and had anticipated going. I
decided to quit reading and met him and his wife at Velo Rouge. As we rode through Sunday Streets I noted
that the venue wasn’t as big as the year before. I heard that the businesses had complained
about it. However, there was still a
farmer’s market.
We climbed into the Presidio and
descended to the Main Post. I was amazed
as I passed the speedometer on my way down Arguello Boulevard—I had topped 35
mph. We locked up and walked around Off
the Grid which is basically a food truck event.
It is well named because all of the tents and trucks were using gas generators. We ate lunch and tried out the selection of drinks
and ice cream. We even visited a doughnut truck
where I think the girl behind the counter may have been checking me out.
We then went to the visitor center and
children’s museum. We saw a great
exhibit about an artist named Blair who did early Alice in Wonderland
sketches. I took a picture of the bike
path there. From there we looked for and
found the Goldsworthy sculpture in the parking lots. I struck up a conversation with the docent
program intern talking at length about about Ai Wei Wei and the Haines gallery.
After this we got the bikes and looked
at the Ecology trail on the south side of the park but we ended up climbing
Arguello instead. We split up at California
where it was pretty obvious that Sunday Streets had already been mostly broken
down.
This is an occasional series chronicling my life. I
started writing this Notebook Analysis on 070714. This series is meant to be contemporaneous
piece developed as an agglomeration of my notebook pages. In each of these
posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
Wednesday, July 23, 2014
Dislocation and Living Memory
While recovering from hardship I reflect
upon a certain dislocation stemming from my recall of past events. It is a situation where my concept of someone
or something is interrupted by a lack or loss.
This kind of feeling is a bit like an empty space on a wall which used
to hold a painting or a piece of furniture that was recently moved to reveal
depressions in the carpet. However, I
have begun to realize that this dislocation is accompanied by what I have come
to term living memories.
This phenomenon is different from
dislocation in that the memories are tied to a real person that is still alive
and acting autonomously. I find that
these two phenomena, dislocation and living memory, are often tied to one
another when a living person’s absence has moved on to occupy another
location. In the course of living my
life I have experienced these phenomena concurrently and am struck by how hard it
can be to identify what exactly existed within these empty spaces. I find this is made even harder when the
artifacts to which these memories are tied are in flux or are absent as well.
I think that these phenomena pertain
specifically to the process behind the documentation of infrastructure which I
do both in my free time and professionally.
It is a process as marked by absence and confusion as it is by hard
copies and facts. I find that I am
constantly asking myself how I know something is true or why something is the
way it is. What strikes me as most
profound in all of this is in the way that I so often know nothing about the
events that swirl about me.
I have concluded that documentation is
essentially the contemplation of self.
In the process of deciding what is really going on around me both as an
individual as well as a professional I am constantly confronting how little I
actually know. I have found that it is
in this realization that I actually come to understand the phenomenon which I
am studying. Each element in any complex
is often so unique in its function and use that a researcher can only arrive at
understanding through an intimate examination.
I have learned that this process of
understanding is incredibly dependent upon the researcher’s ability to stop
focusing on the big picture since the nitty-gritty can be so complex. Hence, one must not dwell too long on the
scale or extent of, for instance, any particular databases primary key and instead dwell upon
what events caused the primary key to come into existence in the first
place. Likewise, one must spend less
time focusing on, say, one particular unit of measure since at any scale
space or place may change the meaning of those units.
As our lives grow longer our personal
relationships become more diffuse and complex
This is an occasional series chronicling my life. I
started writing this Notebook Analysis on 062914. This series is meant to be contemporaneous
piece developed as an agglomeration of my notebook pages. In each of these
posts I used my notes to develop my recent thoughts.
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